"Humans possessed stupid emotions which lead them towards miserable self destruction"

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Rua

"Let's fucking start it Rua Katariya"

My inner demon scream in a obsessive manner while laughing as I stand front of the BVP University.

"I'll end it soon"

I mumbled my answer to that laughing maniac making it go silent for a second or two.

"You think i can let you end this"

She said like a lunatic while laughing.

I hate her.

Hate!

Hate is a really big word we shouldn't use it for anyone. Hate is a really big emotion which takes birth from the deepest ocean of your heart so the person you hate should have a really special connection with you.

Like i have with my demon. There is a demon inside me.

Well, Deep down Everyone has a demon.

No it isn't the one about which we know from our bedtime stories and it isn't also the one who fought with God and got defeated as our grandparents told us.

The demon which lives inside me isn't defeated or crused by God. She was born and raised herself slowly in my flesh, in my blood while feasting over my emotions she starts ruling my whole body.

I hate her because she kills everything i used to care about but at the same time i admire her a lot. Because my inner demon...she....takes birth from my silent cries, anger, dead hopes, hate, regrets and most importantly my Hurt.

In short, she kept me alive in deadly times.

So if you ever hate someone make sure that someone is worth it. Don't just don't waste such a powerful emotion on someone worthless.

"Yaayy! Daddd...i can't believe i finally made it"

A really happy and energetic voice travel to my eardrums from left as i move towards the entrance of the University and i knew without looking towards left direction what it is.

Not in the mood of scratching my bleeding wounds i start walking a little faster.

"Just stop and take a look...look and realise what you don't have Rua and why you shouldn't think of ending it.

My inner demon shout prohibiting me to take next step.

I turn my eyes towards the source of voice to find a happy duo of a father and daughter.

The father was having a proud smile and happiness was oozing out from his eyes while the daughter was jumping in happiness hugging him.

" Does it hurt it, Rua?"

The demon asked with a burning smile even after knowing the answer.

"It doesn't"

i replied matching the intensity of the reason due to which she asked me this question.

I don't care.Nothing hurts me now. There's nothing inside me to feel hurt except you and you aren't capable of feeling hurt.

Demons don't feel hurt.

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After registering myself i enter in the girls dorm only to find a lot of happy faces.

Humans!

Us humans are the weakest and the most insignificant creatures on earth and worst ones are the afraid one.

They possessed stupid emotions which lead them towards the miserable self destruction.

Only the powerful one lasts and that's why Power is all i want.

"Hii"

Someone tapped on my shoulder and i look around to find a girl of pale white complexion with mesmerizing eyes and toothy smile.

"I'm Manya...Manya Singh"

She forwards her hand for a handshake and i take a look of her from head to toe in a second.

I know her!

Manya Singh!

Daughter of businessman Dhanaraj singh Baisla, 34th richest man of India. Her mother was a famous actress and now owns the leading luxury fashion brand.

"Umm...i guess you don't like handshakes"

she said taking her and back while her exciting smile turned into a awakard one.

"I don't like people."

I said and turn around to find my room. Room 313.

"But I'm not just people I'm your roommate"

She informs smiling while indicating at the Room no. chit in my hand.

"Come"

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"So you aren't from here but i actually have a home here and also my mom's sister like best friend lives here too."

"We'll both visit there,ok"

"I actually used to live here three years before with my family but when i left for abroad my parents moved to Mumbai but my brother is still here"

"I wanted to live alone and make some real friends, so i shifted here"

"From now on we are best friends"

"I don't have friends, actually i used to have one in childhood but then i don't know what went wrong that idiot starts bullying me"

"Manya...drink some water"

I said stoping the talking bird in front of me as soon as i finished my unpacking.She speaks so much.

"You know my brother loves me a lot and he can...."

"Manya?"

I took her name stopping her in middle.

"Yes"

She answered smiling like a child.

"Don't be so gullible. Not everyone around you is nice like you"

I adviced her the most important thing that she need to know. She is so naive. I met her two hours before but now i know almost everything about her.

She is so optimistic. Her aura radiates a positive energy.

"Of course Rua, she is the lovable daughter of her family"

Yes! Such a princess she is.

I just hope this princess has a prince to protect her or I'm sure people will eat her here with this much of innocence.

"You think i am nice"

She asked while her eyes twinkled in happiness and i nodded at her.

It's truth, she is nice.

"Then we can be best friends because i am sure you are super nice"

She said forwarding her hand for the second time in front of me.

"No, I'm unfit for any human relationship"

I said taking two steps back.

"What?" she asked and confusion laced in her voice.

"Hmm" i hummed while collecting my books.

"You're going somewhere?"

She asked looking at the books in my hands.

"Library" i replied and turns my heels towards the exit of our room.

"But i thought we can hangout and...

"Manya, we are no friends just roommates. I'll not interfere in your life and you should do the same."

I clearly told her my intentions. I don't want friends. The one who'll decide to have a part of me in any form of relationship will end getting hurt only.

I'm tired of it.

"But why?..you are ...

"I am not nice Manya"

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"Gud moniggggg....babygurlll"

Manya chirpped as i enter in our room after shower.

"You came so late last night"

She said and i just nodded at her as yesterday i came at 2:56am from library.

"You know when i went for dinner last night, i found out you are famous here even in between seniors and they are predicting you to be a ugly duckling bookworm kinda person"

She said smiling mischievously.

"It's obvious" I said doing my hairs.

"Yes because you got the perfect score... but i am excited to see their faces after looking at you. I can guarantee all those boys are going to try on you and female population will be surprise or maybe jealous"

She said looking at me with admiration in her eyes.

"I really want to be your friend"

She said pouting after a minute as i dip my green tea bag into the hot water cup.

"Why?"

I asked taking a sip and writing down the tasks i used to complete today.

"Because you can save me"

She said smiling as i show a little interest in the conversation.

"From whom?"

I asked taking another sip and writing down all the topics i need to cover today.

"I told you, a boy used to bully me"

She said and i nodded continuing my work.

"He is also here, i thought he'll go to his family University for PG like his brothers but no he is here only"

She said sighing.

"You went abroad for graduation because of him"

I stated and she nodded.

Like i said before princess is so naive.

"He hurted me. I don't want to see him"

She said smiling sadly.

Ok! Humans

"You shouldn't run from him specially when you have feelings for him"

I said closing my diary and taking the last sip from the cup.

"He can never understand my feelings"

She mumbled silently.

"Then let's protect you from him"

I said standing up and putting all the necessary things in my bag and a beautiful smile broke out on her face.

"I knew it, you are super niceeee"

She jumped in happiness.

"Nope... let's do a deal"

I said and she stops at her place.

"Deal?"

She asked.

"Yes, I'll protect you from that boy and you'll stay quiet in room"

I said considering the fact that it's not a good idea to stay in library alone till late night.

"Yaarrr" she whine.

"Yes or no" I asked looking at the watch.

"Ok but I'll speak to you in college" she said pouting.

"Fair enough"

I said sarcastically. She just can't shut up.

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"Why did you choose IR branch for PG. I choose it because geopolitics is so interesting and i want to an intellectual in it"

Manya said as we walked towards our department's building.

"I'm interested in it."

I said plainly.

"Why you....

She stopped in the middle as we entered in the main entrance of our department while looking at someone.

"Is it him?"

I asked looking at a boy taking with a group of some other students and she just nodded.

"Yug Rana?"

I asked to confirm and she nodded.

"How do you know him?"

She asked while looking away from him and we turn to another direction.

"He grabbed the II rank so"

I said nonchalantly instead of telling her that i search about him and also her after looking at the list.

Yug Rana!

Youngest son of the Devansh Rana 7th richest man of the country. His family name is not less than a brand in country. They are more infuential than the other top six rich familes. People trusts them and i am sure the elder son of Mr. Rana will definitely try to make them number one.

But the main question is why the hell all these rich kids are here and fighting for the best grades. Sure this University is elite and it's hard to get in here but the top rich ones are supposed to study in international universities normally.

Then why they are here?

"Hello there"

A male voice broke my trance and i look up to find Yug in front of me.

"I just come"

Manya said and her eyes flicker between me and him.

"Hello to you too Runway princess"

Yug said smirking at her and i noticed hurt in her eyes.

Trust me! When i say Love is worse and men are worst.

She was smiling and chirping since yesterday and now as soon as she met the one her eyes are drown in hurt.

"I'll met you in the class Rua"

She said covering that vulnerable expression with a pretending one and walked away.

"I guess we'll meet later"

He said to me and take a step towards Manya's direction.

"Ok Mr. Second place"

I mocked at him knowing how he'll l react.

"It was just one time thing Miss katariya. We'll see later who is actually a second place"

He said softly with a smile while challenging me.

Of course Rana brothers are famous for being good and chivalrous.

"She is my roommate, if she came back crying I'll break your both wrists"

I said in a deadly tone.

"Roomate?" he asked in confusion.

"I hope you know broken wrist can create trouble in writing"

I said looking at him.

"Are you threatening me?"

He asked in a unbelievable tone.

"Whatever suits you"

I said going away from there feeling content with his reactions. He'll definitely not irritate her anymore which means deal done!

Now i can study in my room in peace.

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"You heard someone suicide!"

Manya asked me as we came back to our room after classes and i nodded.

"Aren't you afraid?"

She asked in a questionable and surprised tone.

"No"

I said pouring myself a glass of water.

"Well I'm a little bit but my family they are on another level"

She said lying on her bed.

"So?"

I asked.

"So my brother is coming to pick me up for home, they just can't understand I'm not a little girl anymore"

She said rolling her eyes.

"But don't worry I'll be back to hostel in a week or two"

She said and sigh as her phone rang.

"My brother is here, let's go see me off"

She said standing up and i raised my eyebrows.

"I know we aren't friends but remember our deal. He is still in campus"

She said talking about Yug and i did stand up while nodding and we both walked outside.

"See i told you...he is still in campus"

Manya said looking at Yug who was talking to someone which is i assume Manya's brother as we reach at the exit of Campus.

"Your brother is

here, i am going"

I said stopping in my tracks not wanting to interact with a new species.

"Ok, see you tomorrow in college babygurl byeeeee"

She said waving at me and walk away.

I noticed how her brother hugged her smiling and i also noticed that longing look in Yug's eyes for her. He definitely loves her. The princess is truly loved by everyone.

It must be nice to be loved by everyone.